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Oct. 4th, 2006
Has anyone else noticed that the cafeteria has like gone... total crap lately? There's zero variety, even if it does taste better now.
Hence, I now have a very, very, very strong craving for soup. Nice soup. Tasty soup, like hot-and-sour or wonton. Anyone wanna go eat wonton soup with me?
Hence, I now have a very, very, very strong craving for soup. Nice soup. Tasty soup, like hot-and-sour or wonton. Anyone wanna go eat wonton soup with me?
Any suggestions?
Oct. 4th, 2006 11:10 pmI feel like total crap because I'm behind in a couple of my classes. I've had some retarded medical thing going on for two or three weeks running now, and the homework's been snowballing. I need time to catch up, but everything's moving along so quickly. I don't want to fail. I also don't want to disappoint my teachers. I feel like I'm doing both these things.
And of course, instead of actually working on my work, I'm busy panicking about it instead. Because panicking makes everything so much better. -_- In case you couldn't tell, that was sarcastic.
I don't feel like I've been a good friend lately, anyways...not that I have that many friends, but still. I'm on a big mood downswing lately, and the stress of everything isn't helping. I've had some serious, long-lasting not-fun thoughts that I'm trying to shake, but it's really hard.
So here's my partial plan.
1. Organize what I have to get done
2. Make an anti-snowball schedule
3. Stick to the schedule!!!
That last one, I think, is the biggest trouble. I'll make a schedule/list of things to do, and never finish the list. I'll put too much on and get frustrated, or I'll put too little and realize that it's not too much work and put it off.
If I had three wishes, I'd wish all my homework was completed, and completed well. Like, the A or B range's worth of quality. Then, I'd wish myself to be genuinely happy. It's hard to do anything when you're busy wishing for an end to things. (And that was mostly dramatic license.)
I'll muddle through this eventually, but one thing is for sure: my birthday is going to be a lot of hard work this year. -_- At least I'm not laid up in bed this time.
~Ciao
And of course, instead of actually working on my work, I'm busy panicking about it instead. Because panicking makes everything so much better. -_- In case you couldn't tell, that was sarcastic.
I don't feel like I've been a good friend lately, anyways...not that I have that many friends, but still. I'm on a big mood downswing lately, and the stress of everything isn't helping. I've had some serious, long-lasting not-fun thoughts that I'm trying to shake, but it's really hard.
So here's my partial plan.
1. Organize what I have to get done
2. Make an anti-snowball schedule
3. Stick to the schedule!!!
That last one, I think, is the biggest trouble. I'll make a schedule/list of things to do, and never finish the list. I'll put too much on and get frustrated, or I'll put too little and realize that it's not too much work and put it off.
If I had three wishes, I'd wish all my homework was completed, and completed well. Like, the A or B range's worth of quality. Then, I'd wish myself to be genuinely happy. It's hard to do anything when you're busy wishing for an end to things. (And that was mostly dramatic license.)
I'll muddle through this eventually, but one thing is for sure: my birthday is going to be a lot of hard work this year. -_- At least I'm not laid up in bed this time.
~Ciao
